Story from Postcards to the Universe, Harness the Universe's Power and Manifest Your Dreams
“Over five years ago, I was in the lowest point of my life. I had just gotten out of the most destructive and abusive relationship I had ever been in. My partner at the time had cheated, lied, and stole from me in addition to leaving me a hefty balance to pay on a repossessed car which put me in debt. As I sat in my kitchen crying my eyes out angry, sad, and embarrassed, I asked myself, “How did I get here?”
What I saw is that I looked past all the red flags because I so desperately wanted to love and be loved. So, I saw that I made excuses and refused to see the truth until it got so bad that I could no longer avoid it. The Universe kept raising the stakes until I heard the message.
So I asked myself, “Do I really think I am the worst kind of human, the biggest piece of shit, phony, lying loser not worthy of being loved?” and the answer was, “Yes.” I was shocked, but there it was. The only way I let that person treat me like that was because that was how I was treating myself. I saw that I was the biggest abuser in the room, slicing my wrists open thousands of times a day with the abundance of negative thoughts I would tell myself all day long. I had to put down the knife, but how? And if all these negative thoughts taking up all this space in my brain is not me than, Who Am I…?”
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“I Reinvent Myself–I AM A Leader With Great Vision” ~ Dana